...tears of a man

Tuesday, October 24

moving on from a failed relationship is one of the hardest things in life.
you find ways just to divert yourself to other things and avoid being
stuck to the fact that you cant help wishing things are really ok with you.
you make yourself busy... have fun with friends.. see someone new and sometimes
even rearrange your life because you believe it really can help.

but the moment you go home and realized you're all alone in your room..
you find yourself missing that person. you reminisce everything you've been thru..
the laughters..the tears..the regrets.

sadly, you cry hard because you believe its the only to feel him/her again beside you.
but u cant move on in an instant. sometimes, it even takes a lifetime to do it.
so let tears flow...let time heal.. until you can really smile again and accept
that in time.

if you're really meant to be together, you'll both find yourselves standing again..
face to face..in one place...in one given moment...


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the things we do for love..

how we are always there when they need us
how we wait for them to call when they're not around
how we laugh at the siliest jokes and smile at the littlest compliments
how we try to make them laugh when they're sad
how we take care of everything they need
how we let them kiss us without asking
how we let them stay without knowing until when they're going to stay
how we hug them back so tightly as if we can keep them
how we stumble
how we fall

the things we do for love...its always, always not enough....

Monday, October 16

not a day goes by.....

Got a picture of you, I carry in my heart.. close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark.
Got a memory of you, I carry in my soul... I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold.

If you asked me how I'm doin', I'd say "Just fine," but the truth is baby, if you could read my mind...not a day goes by, that I don't think of you. After all this time you're still with me it's true. Somehow you remain locked so deep inside, baby... not a day goes by.

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night, thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right. And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark, wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart.

Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days. Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way. Not a day goes by, that I don't think of you. After all this time you're still with me it's true. Somehow you remain locked so deep inside....yes.. not a day goes by.